Britney Spears is discussing how being single can be a bit of a… “Circus.”
On Sunday, the pop star pondered her current single status in a heartfelt Instagram post, nearly four months after parting ways with her ex-husband, Sam Asghari.
“It’s so weird being single,” started Spears, 42, in her message, accompanied by a picture of a nun sipping from a tea cup with a straw.
“I’ve had a lot of time to really look back with all the good and bad…I’ve realized I don’t talk to myself that nicely at all,” the singer continued.
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In August, Spears and Asghari ended their nearly seven-year relationship, which included one year of marriage, when the Iranian American model filed for divorce.
During that same month, sources informed TMZ that the ex-couple had a “huge fight” when Asghari confronted Spears regarding allegations of infidelity.
“I’m easily manipulated and I wear my heart on my sleeve…But I’m definitely changing all that…I have to make time to stop and look around to re-evaluate myself and say is this good for me ???” the Grammy winner added in her post.
Spears continued to express that she “likes[s] a routine” and “usually [does] the same thing every day.”
“l’m honestly bored but I’m also scared of a lot of things…The way I live my life is mine…I’ve had so many people interfere with that…But to know it’s ok to be selfish with my life and enjoy it is amazing !!!” she continued in the caption.
In October, the “Toxic” singer garnered attention with the release of her much-anticipated memoir, “The Woman in Me.”
In her book, Spears revealed several revelations about her “soul-crushing” 13-year conservatorship and her journey to superstardom. This included allegations that her ex-boyfriend, Justin Timberlake, compelled her to undergo an abortion while they were dating in the late ’90s/early 2000s.